Spiritual Ego Traps

Spiritual insights don’t have to be ‘transmitted,’ nor do they need to be coveted as your own special god realm. These are both ego traps. One of the biggest wounds for me has been the idea of ‘spiritual rescue’. That another person can somehow fill my longing for intimate spiritual guidance. That they would lead … Continue reading Spiritual Ego Traps

Reclaiming Feminine Energy in Business

I used to take all my cues on how to gain 'respect' from the men around me. How they acted, how they talked, how they told jokes, how they worked and played. How they led. As a musician I desperately tried to show men that I could play solos and drum like them. As a … Continue reading Reclaiming Feminine Energy in Business

Ace of Wands and Risk Taking

Risks open us to the unknown. Keep our life force activated. Build confidence, belief in ourselves. One risk I started taking this year was to expose myself in video. Everytime I post one it feels like entering the unknown- maybe people will like it, maybe they won’t, maybe they’ll unfollow me. Maybe nobody will watch … Continue reading Ace of Wands and Risk Taking

Crying as Emotional Maturity

When I was a kid I would get sad and have crying episodes in a way that was thought to be ‘abnormal.’ It got so scary my mom didn’t know what to do, and counseling wasn’t as affordable or readily accepted in the early 80s. So I sucked it up and carried on like a … Continue reading Crying as Emotional Maturity